This is for all the moms out there with 3+ kids. You’re heart is full too. It’s bursting. I’m so tired of this being the comment people most often say to me in the grocery store. Yes, I have four small children, and yes they are on purpose, and yes I know how that happens. Occasionally someone will say how cute or well behaved they are (if they only knew…), but usually it’s more of a “wow are you crazy?!” Yes. Yes I am.
I have to admit I didn’t realize how four tiny humans needing my attention 24/7 would affect my brain chemistry. Most days are a struggle. In trying to navigate this world, I’ve gained some wisdom. I’m sure there is much more to learn. In fact I know there is. Even today I’ll learn some sort of “hack” or trick that is supposed to make my life easier. Some just create more chaos, but most are actually helpful.
I’m really writing this as a letter to myself as I reset and restart this page, this business, and my own projects. Since starting this almost 5 years ago, I’ve had 2 more kids, left my job, and become a different version of myself. I still want to share wisdom with my friends and family. I’m not sure being an “influencer” is for me, but I like making people laugh. I’ve considered changing the name of this blog now that I’m not full-time at a camp anymore. Deep down though, I’m still a camp mom. I love the power of camp and I love being a mom. So for now I’m going to embrace it.
My hands are full, but my heart is bursting.
Alicia